Huh,not in a mood to write,to be frank. I was waiting for an urge to write and I got it very late yesterday.I got a call from my old friend,Rajeev and its a good topic for a blog.
We were thick and thieves as friends. Always together and in a very good understanding. but god has created this world and human mind quite beautifully,rather amazing, that its the tears and pain that last in our mind than the good times we had.same with me and rajeev.
When i look back,none of those good memories comes in to my mind,strangely. We had a small tussle when we were about to leave the college and it shook me apart. because I never thought we will have a disagreement ever. It resulted in some heated arguments and bad words.I was bit angry and disappointed at that time.
Now I am not. My relation,did i had a relation???, with Jenny taught me so many lessons with human mind. Now i know very clearly that people dont cheat each other. Its just the situations and perceptions that make everybody to react in a particular way. Once I learnt this, I am happier than ever. Now I dont get disappointed for anything. I am just happy.
And he deserves to be written because after that small issue, he contacted me several times,even though the time gap was getting bigger. We spoke and drank with the same warmth and love we had and I just feel like nothing happened between us. When he called me yesterday,it was a nostalgic trip for me. I was not listening what he was speaking to me,I was just walking down the lane and i could not help lighting a cigaratte.
this blog is for him,a man whose ego does not stop him from saying that some body is good. I love you,man,for what you are.
I just have two lines for you.
"The world closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close,like brothers"
yeah,I still remember the song "Winds of Change". This blog may appear too dramatic for anybody,I am sure,not for you.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Hyped Stars
This blog entry can be accused of one filled with hatred and prejudicism. Well,it is. but the fact remains the same even if you remove these elements from this.
Kamal Haasan is the world's most over rated actor. Take any of his films,the so-called-Classics,you can find either he is wearing a mask or an irritating over-dose of make up. He does really well in comman man roles,but never does it nowadays. Of course,he is a good actor. but there is a difference between a good actor and a genius actor.Kamal falls in the first actor. Most of his films are shops selling his personal agenda and thereby kamal,the star overtakes kamal,the actor.You take any,you will find this.An actor who is really in the dangerous levels of self admiration and confidence.Who else can create a film like Dasavatharam and boost himself of doing ten roles? and see his explanation. Its about chaos theory,it seems. An experienced actor who does not know that audience does not care about the underlying theory than the film.He is remaking 'A wednesday' now and I am sure that he will make it a big mess by showing his literary skills and watchout for another piece of Self-boosting. I truly agree that it will be a master piece,but masterpiece of what?boredom.think and I love feedbacks.
Director Shankar-A man who does not know that film is not about the visuals. Films are all about the situations of the characters,but this fool does not seem to know that. He has only one topic,tat is corruption,forgetting that he is corrupting the Cine field. Be it Muthalvan or Shivaji,the content,scenes and everything is same,except the actors. Lavish scenes and locales,'brahmandam' fight scenese and Out of the box ending sums up a shankar film and he is called as master craftsman.craft?wher is the craft here?i also can make a film with Rajnikanth and still make it run.shankar sir,better watch some good movies and please understand that its an art,its not a display thing.
Director Bala-Man who is known as heir of Balachander. I just want to ask 1 question to Mani Ratnam. That how he named this fool as Balachander's heir. Balachander's films are really classics,dealing with human minds,their lives and their situations. and see this guy's. central character will be a psychic who wont have any emotions. yes,His protaganists are good actors,but their performances can only be rivalled a log of wood. Be it Pithamagan or Sethu or Nanda,central character is the same. Just repeat this,change the surroundings,tats his mantra and comes will really crap.leaving the audience in his favorite state,psychic. Hey buddy,just watch any one of Balachander's movie and I am sure you will search for a rope,not just to hang,but to hang urself on Balachander's underwear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Kamal Haasan is the world's most over rated actor. Take any of his films,the so-called-Classics,you can find either he is wearing a mask or an irritating over-dose of make up. He does really well in comman man roles,but never does it nowadays. Of course,he is a good actor. but there is a difference between a good actor and a genius actor.Kamal falls in the first actor. Most of his films are shops selling his personal agenda and thereby kamal,the star overtakes kamal,the actor.You take any,you will find this.An actor who is really in the dangerous levels of self admiration and confidence.Who else can create a film like Dasavatharam and boost himself of doing ten roles? and see his explanation. Its about chaos theory,it seems. An experienced actor who does not know that audience does not care about the underlying theory than the film.He is remaking 'A wednesday' now and I am sure that he will make it a big mess by showing his literary skills and watchout for another piece of Self-boosting. I truly agree that it will be a master piece,but masterpiece of what?boredom.think and I love feedbacks.
Director Shankar-A man who does not know that film is not about the visuals. Films are all about the situations of the characters,but this fool does not seem to know that. He has only one topic,tat is corruption,forgetting that he is corrupting the Cine field. Be it Muthalvan or Shivaji,the content,scenes and everything is same,except the actors. Lavish scenes and locales,'brahmandam' fight scenese and Out of the box ending sums up a shankar film and he is called as master craftsman.craft?wher is the craft here?i also can make a film with Rajnikanth and still make it run.shankar sir,better watch some good movies and please understand that its an art,its not a display thing.
Director Bala-Man who is known as heir of Balachander. I just want to ask 1 question to Mani Ratnam. That how he named this fool as Balachander's heir. Balachander's films are really classics,dealing with human minds,their lives and their situations. and see this guy's. central character will be a psychic who wont have any emotions. yes,His protaganists are good actors,but their performances can only be rivalled a log of wood. Be it Pithamagan or Sethu or Nanda,central character is the same. Just repeat this,change the surroundings,tats his mantra and comes will really crap.leaving the audience in his favorite state,psychic. Hey buddy,just watch any one of Balachander's movie and I am sure you will search for a rope,not just to hang,but to hang urself on Balachander's underwear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Smitten by love.
I wrote my first blog long back. I could not continue it further because of two reasons,I am confused on where to start as I have stayed in so many different places in the last 8 years and secondly,more importantly,I was busy with my serious-but-can be-misunderstood-as-silly love affair.I dont know whether I holds most of her time or she holds most of time,but the result is same.She is on a tour for 1 week and i am totally free with a unexpected loneliness and desparation. Now I got a never-wanted break and here i am with my second blog.
Its not a continuation of the first,this will just let the readers know who am I or What i am as of now. today I just want to write something which may ease me. Infact,I want to shout this so that I am back to my normal mental condition. I never understood the word "smitten" before and now I truly realize wats that thanks to my relation,"can I call it as a relation",i will say my experiment with a girl.
156 days on the trot.and finally I am free for some time. I always believed that height of anything is the negative or opposite of the same thing,just like old saying "height of the sound is silence".infact,i wanted to take a film on the same subject where the heroine and hero hate each other so much that after a certain level they can only love each other,love being the maximum of hate. but I never expected this to happen to me.
I met this girl online and chatted something silly and started playing games with her. I enjoyed it as I was able to guess so many things correctly and she used to get surprised. I said to myself "hey arun,here is a lady,single,with so much free time,u can take ur chance". started of as a fun and enjoyed it for some 1 month.at that time I used to lie a lot with her and daily we fight. she twice said me "goodbye for ever" and even blocked me.Total rejection of my fun-plans after a good initial response shocked me and I pledged that I will make her my close friend and then rejects her totally saying that i was joking.
But god or lady fate has different plans always.we both were irritated with so much each other and beyond a level,we could not continue that and became friends.to my biggest surprise,i realized that I am smitten and bitten by love or watever it is.I felt like I was swimming the pond of hate and i reached the shore of admiration and love and affection.and for the information of the readers,i just got a message from her saying that she is fine and suddenly thought abt me.can she hear my calling?i am not sure.
but I am not under any depression as so many people say. even though it can be a branded as a super failure,i learned so much and developed some character which I never had. I learned that I cannot give up in this race and just hung there when everything went bad for me. God tested me so many times,had to hear somethings which no lover will bear,but i just kept it going. Arrived at new my own theories of making a relation.I learned that I should not allow me to be ignored.So I always made sure that either its going through a good patch or we are at logger heads.when i dont have anything to say,I made her sad and disappointed by indecent perverted behaviour,just to make sure that i am always in the lime light,cant be ignored. you know what,this worked wonders for me. people always say feelings canot be forced. I forced it,eventhough sometimes it caused huge setbacks.I started realizing that if we go with total conviction and huge passion,world will set itself.after a certain point of time,i knew that whatever be the situation,its for my good.I even tested it with my friend and said that I am going to call her from my mind and if she replies with in 20 minutes,then nobody can stop me. To his surprise,mine as well,she messaged me suddenly without any reason. It can be interpreted as coincidental also,i know that. Well,who cares wats the reason?
for all the lovers out there,go ahead with the passion,without thinking that it will take you somewhere,get driven by the sheer thrill,you are gonna enjoy.
huh,a terrific sleeping pill,right?now i am free. I can write watever i want now.after a sleeping pill,you need a hot coffee.
watch out for next blogs in recent days,some of them are
1)acquaintance with a prostitute
2)New comer in the room-stephen raj
3)infactuation in the form of Java
4)Law College Mania
5)Xius Technologies and some business magnets
6)namma bangalaru and Madiwala stories
7)Madam ho to Aisi
8)Homos in the Hostel,Jai ho!
9)Counsellor
10)Chromepet sucks!
11)Omniscience technologies
12)Mr Unknown and nude shows
Its not a continuation of the first,this will just let the readers know who am I or What i am as of now. today I just want to write something which may ease me. Infact,I want to shout this so that I am back to my normal mental condition. I never understood the word "smitten" before and now I truly realize wats that thanks to my relation,"can I call it as a relation",i will say my experiment with a girl.
156 days on the trot.and finally I am free for some time. I always believed that height of anything is the negative or opposite of the same thing,just like old saying "height of the sound is silence".infact,i wanted to take a film on the same subject where the heroine and hero hate each other so much that after a certain level they can only love each other,love being the maximum of hate. but I never expected this to happen to me.
I met this girl online and chatted something silly and started playing games with her. I enjoyed it as I was able to guess so many things correctly and she used to get surprised. I said to myself "hey arun,here is a lady,single,with so much free time,u can take ur chance". started of as a fun and enjoyed it for some 1 month.at that time I used to lie a lot with her and daily we fight. she twice said me "goodbye for ever" and even blocked me.Total rejection of my fun-plans after a good initial response shocked me and I pledged that I will make her my close friend and then rejects her totally saying that i was joking.
But god or lady fate has different plans always.we both were irritated with so much each other and beyond a level,we could not continue that and became friends.to my biggest surprise,i realized that I am smitten and bitten by love or watever it is.I felt like I was swimming the pond of hate and i reached the shore of admiration and love and affection.and for the information of the readers,i just got a message from her saying that she is fine and suddenly thought abt me.can she hear my calling?i am not sure.
but I am not under any depression as so many people say. even though it can be a branded as a super failure,i learned so much and developed some character which I never had. I learned that I cannot give up in this race and just hung there when everything went bad for me. God tested me so many times,had to hear somethings which no lover will bear,but i just kept it going. Arrived at new my own theories of making a relation.I learned that I should not allow me to be ignored.So I always made sure that either its going through a good patch or we are at logger heads.when i dont have anything to say,I made her sad and disappointed by indecent perverted behaviour,just to make sure that i am always in the lime light,cant be ignored. you know what,this worked wonders for me. people always say feelings canot be forced. I forced it,eventhough sometimes it caused huge setbacks.I started realizing that if we go with total conviction and huge passion,world will set itself.after a certain point of time,i knew that whatever be the situation,its for my good.I even tested it with my friend and said that I am going to call her from my mind and if she replies with in 20 minutes,then nobody can stop me. To his surprise,mine as well,she messaged me suddenly without any reason. It can be interpreted as coincidental also,i know that. Well,who cares wats the reason?
for all the lovers out there,go ahead with the passion,without thinking that it will take you somewhere,get driven by the sheer thrill,you are gonna enjoy.
huh,a terrific sleeping pill,right?now i am free. I can write watever i want now.after a sleeping pill,you need a hot coffee.
watch out for next blogs in recent days,some of them are
1)acquaintance with a prostitute
2)New comer in the room-stephen raj
3)infactuation in the form of Java
4)Law College Mania
5)Xius Technologies and some business magnets
6)namma bangalaru and Madiwala stories
7)Madam ho to Aisi
8)Homos in the Hostel,Jai ho!
9)Counsellor
10)Chromepet sucks!
11)Omniscience technologies
12)Mr Unknown and nude shows
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