Smitten by love.

I wrote my first blog long back. I could not continue it further because of two reasons,I am confused on where to start as I have stayed in so many different places in the last 8 years and secondly,more importantly,I was busy with my serious-but-can be-misunderstood-as-silly love affair.I dont know whether I holds most of her time or she holds most of time,but the result is same.She is on a tour for 1 week and i am totally free with a unexpected loneliness and desparation. Now I got a never-wanted break and here i am with my second blog.

Its not a continuation of the first,this will just let the readers know who am I or What i am as of now. today I just want to write something which may ease me. Infact,I want to shout this so that I am back to my normal mental condition. I never understood the word "smitten" before and now I truly realize wats that thanks to my relation,"can I call it as a relation",i will say my experiment with a girl.

156 days on the trot.and finally I am free for some time. I always believed that height of anything is the negative or opposite of the same thing,just like old saying "height of the sound is silence".infact,i wanted to take a film on the same subject where the heroine and hero hate each other so much that after a certain level they can only love each other,love being the maximum of hate. but I never expected this to happen to me.

I met this girl online and chatted something silly and started playing games with her. I enjoyed it as I was able to guess so many things correctly and she used to get surprised. I said to myself "hey arun,here is a lady,single,with so much free time,u can take ur chance". started of as a fun and enjoyed it for some 1 month.at that time I used to lie a lot with her and daily we fight. she twice said me "goodbye for ever" and even blocked me.Total rejection of my fun-plans after a good initial response shocked me and I pledged that I will make her my close friend and then rejects her totally saying that i was joking.

But god or lady fate has different plans always.we both were irritated with so much each other and beyond a level,we could not continue that and became friends.to my biggest surprise,i realized that I am smitten and bitten by love or watever it is.I felt like I was swimming the pond of hate and i reached the shore of admiration and love and affection.and for the information of the readers,i just got a message from her saying that she is fine and suddenly thought abt me.can she hear my calling?i am not sure.

but I am not under any depression as so many people say. even though it can be a branded as a super failure,i learned so much and developed some character which I never had. I learned that I cannot give up in this race and just hung there when everything went bad for me. God tested me so many times,had to hear somethings which no lover will bear,but i just kept it going. Arrived at new my own theories of making a relation.I learned that I should not allow me to be ignored.So I always made sure that either its going through a good patch or we are at logger heads.when i dont have anything to say,I made her sad and disappointed by indecent perverted behaviour,just to make sure that i am always in the lime light,cant be ignored. you know what,this worked wonders for me. people always say feelings canot be forced. I forced it,eventhough sometimes it caused huge setbacks.I started realizing that if we go with total conviction and huge passion,world will set itself.after a certain point of time,i knew that whatever be the situation,its for my good.I even tested it with my friend and said that I am going to call her from my mind and if she replies with in 20 minutes,then nobody can stop me. To his surprise,mine as well,she messaged me suddenly without any reason. It can be interpreted as coincidental also,i know that. Well,who cares wats the reason?

for all the lovers out there,go ahead with the passion,without thinking that it will take you somewhere,get driven by the sheer thrill,you are gonna enjoy.

huh,a terrific sleeping pill,right?now i am free. I can write watever i want now.after a sleeping pill,you need a hot coffee.

watch out for next blogs in recent days,some of them are
1)acquaintance with a prostitute
2)New comer in the room-stephen raj
3)infactuation in the form of Java
4)Law College Mania
5)Xius Technologies and some business magnets
6)namma bangalaru and Madiwala stories
7)Madam ho to Aisi
8)Homos in the Hostel,Jai ho!
9)Counsellor
10)Chromepet sucks!
11)Omniscience technologies
12)Mr Unknown and nude shows